This is a transcript of the text messages between Regina and myself
on the evening of the first of April, 2017. I was in a hotel room
near Portland Oregon, where I had gone to work for Boeing as a
contract engineer. Times were difficult for us. Since I had lost my
job the previous year, I had been forced into the traveling life of
a contractor. It paid good, but it was tough being away from my family
Perhaps I will clean this up, someday... and make something out of it

mee: R U @ home ?

Regina: Yes

mee: R U busy ?

Regina: Not too busy for you

mee: U have company, let me know when u r alone

Regina: I am alone

mee: I had a dream last night

Regina: Bad or good?

mee: neither

Regina: Yes, I can relate

mee: Well, it was strange, but somewhat pleasant

Regina: You can recall it? Normally you don't. Wanna share it

mee: In the dream, I was with your family, your Mama, your
Daddy, your brothers and sisters...and you too
It was a beautiful place...

Regina: Yes, strange, but I have been thinking about them too.
I saw the kids today. We went over to Granny's so Gabby
could see Jamison. Good visit, but I'm sad that Ezz
wasn't there.

Regina: Was this when they were small?

mee: sorta

Regina: well, that sounds peaceful

mee: the dream was not focused on them

Regina: Yes, I understand. Just a feeling of their presence

mee: I had a feeling of being loved and accepted
Your Mama was telling me things she wanted me to know

Regina: I'm sure she had a lot ot say. She was a woman that had
something to say :-)
I want you to know we all love you, even my Mama. I think
she was jealous I had a good man.

mee: In the dream, She was your Mama, not the mean, overbearing "Memaw."
That personality had been shed.

Regina: Well that is good, I am glad she did that for you. Be at
peace with her. Thats how they do, I think...its closer,
letting you know they are OK

mee: Oh, she had a lot to say, for sure...there was no doubt
who she was, even without the "Memaw" persona

Regina: Oh, I am sure! just curious, why now ?

mee: I don't know...it's like the "Pa Walker" dream I had, years ago.
Telling this is making me cry...that's why I'm texting

Regina: I kinda thought that. Its hard to talk about, but I am glad you
are sharing with me. You should keep a journal.

mee: Oh, I do, Melissa knows about it.

Regina: Yes, I remember you telling her about it. I forgot.

mee: The spirit of my Granny came to me in the "Pa Walker" dream to
tell me something important...and now the spirit of your Mama
has done likewise

Regina: Its a good thing :-)

mee: I am coming to the point of what she was saying

Regina: What was she telling you?

mee: She wanted me to know, and I do know, how lucky I am to have
married you.

Regina: I think you and I are very blessed. We both know, and don't take
that for granted. I thank God everyday for all that He has given.

mee: She spoke in great detail about your many fine features
and showed me, like the "ghost of Christmas past" scenes that prooved
her point...what a fine, exquisite Lady you are.

Regina: I too am reminded of why I love you.
That is what I want to be for you, and my family. A good wife,
and mother, and now grandmother.

mee: The real point is that she was, is, and always will be most
extremely proud of you :-)
end of dream

Regina: That makes me cry, and I know in my heart that she was and is :-)
good dream :-)

mee: yep

Regina: I love you Rog. forever and always

mee: I love you too, Regina :-)

Regina: whaT are you doing?

mee: nothing



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